Turning 21.

I'll be 21 soon. I will be turning 21 in about 5 hours. Wow! It seemed as if it was just yesterday that I celebrated my 20th birthday and now...well, you get the picture.

I honestly cannot imagine myself stepping into the world of "adulthood" in just a matter of hours. I mean, I know I'm already an "adult" but for me, there's something about being 21 that makes it such a big deal for me. I don't know exactly what it is.

For the past few days since I last posted an entry here in my blog, I've been thinking of what I should be doing when my birthday comes. Mamam and Papi said I could go out and have the day to myself. That would be a very nice thing to do. Relax. Have fun. Shop. Parlor! Hehe...that would be a great way to celebrate a birthday.

I'm not being melodramatic or anything here...it's just that...it's really something big for me. You know, turning 21. It's one of those milestones I want to remember every moment.

For the past twenty years of my life...I can say I've gone through a lot. Joy, pain...happiness, sorrow...success, failure...love, heartbreak. It seemed so impossible to go through it but it happened. All those things, they really did happen for me.

I am at a point in my life where I can look back and say, I have a few regrets here and there but I'm happy with what happened with my life. But that doesn't necessarily mean I'm contented with my life. There's still so much to do...so much to see...so much to learn...so much to discover...so much to go through.

*Sigh*

We will see how my life turns out.